February 2, 2015

Lacey:
hey klay, how are ya doing? i hope your week was wonderful! p-days come so fast don't ya think! really mondays fly by...but yet you are still not here. ha so um... i just had a break down on my way back to ogden. I was doing your voice recording and i just cried. i tried to hold myself together, but it was rough. so sorry i am a mess in the recording, i just miss you. This week was hard. I have TWO candles burning right now, if that tells you anything. I don't know how I am going to make it through this semester...school is just the last thing on my mind. And not thinking about you would probably help, but you come home in 2 months, how in the world am I not supposed to think of you? It's not going to happen, so if you pray for anything for me, pray for me in school, I need all the help I can get. I told you most of the stuff in the recording but some stuff i forgot to say...I went to the temple this week! you know how i said i was going to go twice a month? well mission accomplished for january. It was good to go, but I want to have my own family names! I think it would make doing baptisms a lot more meaningful. I wish i knew how to do it. I am taking a family history institute class! me and tiff were going to take a pearl of great price one together, but she never goes so i just decided to go to one myself. haha and i really want to understand the family history thing, so it will be good! you can come with me when you are home and you can learn too! and i went to HE! they call it home evening..cause we're not a family..but yeah. it was interesting. ha my ward is good for classes but not so good with activities. I don't really like going, cause everyone is hostile and doesn't want to make new friends. haha but i go sometimes. But when you are back can we do family home evenings with just you and me? I feel like we could learn more and do funner things than if we go to HE. haha just a suggestion. Quote! "The most important thing is to keep trying" -Deiter F. Uchtdorf. Geez what a brilliant man ;) haha I just really love this quote, especially right now. I just want to give up on everything, except for waiting for you, and just lay in my bed and wait for you to get home. but, I need to keep trying. And you need to keep trying! Please please push through the next two months. I think you are doing pretty great. I know you are tired and it is getting close to the end, but don't be done until it's done. I love you klay! these two months are going to kill me. but you can save me with a kiss when you get back...like sleeping beauty :) haha have a great week! 
I didn't do a singing one this week, sorry :(

Klay:
i will get you that ring if you are happy happy happy for these nine weeks ;) i convinced you? :)
i will listen to your last singing ones! hehe i heard you got a dress! is it beauful!!!! get us that free honey moon baby girl!°!!!!!! haha but if we dont get it its okay, but you tend to be luckier with things like that :) i love you! talk to me! nine weeks!!!!!
Our new nieces :) they are cute little girls and yes they know how to smile but not when something isnt funny hahahahaha 

hey i dont know what happened with the song. . . its not here. . . i will sing it next week! be happy my girl! im so proud of you! if satan tells you that you dont deserve me during these weeks, tell him to go to hell where he came from :) lou what helps me in my times of need, take a really fast breath in and push it out of your chest really fast. it helps me sometimes :) thank you for your hard work in school. please smile :) this isnt a time to be sad my love, but i know its tough on the heart. if you need to you can call my mom up and just have a conversation with her, i promise she will make you smile and feel better :) hehe she is hilarious :) she can tell you embarrassing stories about me to make the time pass by quicker ;) hehe but dont stop working. lehi taught that the universe is made out of two things. things that act, and things that are acted upon. 2 nephi 26. we are children of God. we are not to be acted upon but to act :) study this scripture and tell me what you think okay? :) i love you little cuddle fish, just keep swimming . i promise i will do all in my power to make you happy, but keep flapping those fins! :) you are my hero! my lou chadorcita! you are my cheerleader! i am yours! ;) thank you for all that you do! Smile my love! know that you have me eternally. loveyoulougirl! this is a viper that i caught in the street!!!!! its called a blind viper cuz it doesnt have eyes! haha. oh and um. . . i dont know if i sent old recordings, so filter them :) i love you cute girl!!!!! fight for us!!!!! it will all pay off in the future :) just touch your tummy :) look for these videos in mormonchannel    "the will of God"     "Earthly Father, Heavenly Father." love you bug :) listen to the talk "Forget me not" from our favorite apostle elder uchtdorf. :) be happy now okay? hehe i will put no more kissing rules! besides the one in the recording hahahahaha just teasing, i promise you i will kiss you as you desire :) i wont tease you too much! read and pray okay? then we will have good habits for our babies! lou lou lou! i love you! just be happy! i think that the thing that we need to do it to look from a different prospective, cup half full or half empty kind of thing, as we do so, every week the energy excitement, the performance of school and the mission will go increasing :) you know what i mean? i will prayer faithfully for you in school if you pray faithfully for me in the mission and pray that we can have a mighty change of perspective and be able to preform even better because every week God is putting us seven days closer :) i love you. we are together little cuddle fish :) dont worry, i will be back in no time, when you are in class or studying and it starts to get difficult to pay attention or to continue, put your hand on your belly :) as you do so, remember that we are doing this for them :) think very positively my bug, and have no fear. do yoga! i am very into the idea of family home evenings with just the two of us. we will plan them sundays and do them mondays :) i promise the messages and the activities will be mighty fun :) i have learned a lot about the family home evenings. i want to read first with you genesis 3 and 2 nefi 2 and moses. there is a ton of adam and eve that i want to learn with you before your endowments and i will teach it all to you. also for our family. keep going to institute. also, know that the wonderful fruit of temporance comes from the spirit, the ability to control oneself. i, as you know am trying to reach such abilties to control my mind and also to control my attitude despite the situations or surroundings. lou, try really hard and twist the perspective just a titch. as you do so, recognize the reasons of rejoice. work hard in your classes and remember, as you dedicate yourself to your classes, you dedicate yourself to our family, also! you are avoiding the world and its difficulties. just keep trying okay? go to class, study, and also something i learned in college, have five minutes of deep belly laughter every day, that gets rid of free radicals supposedly and lowers stress! :) i love you little one!

Lacey:

i was taking a test :( are you still there?

Klay:

hehe :) mmhmm!!!!!!

write me love! 

let me lift your spirits and let you know how proud i am of you! i love you my help meet!! i will be praying every night at 11. please do the math and pray at the same moment with me, i will pray for the first five minutes starting saying heavenly father, then i will listen for five minutes and you will close it in the name of jesus christ amen. i love you. will you do this with me? this way will strengthen you! :) love you little one!

Lacey:

i am in lab but i love you!!! i will pray at 7 my time :)

January 26, 2015

Lacey:
Another week! woo! only a little over 10 weeks klay! that is so crazy! mondays come and go so fast, this journey will be over before we know it! this week was good. exciting thing that happened, I got two letters!!! I was so happy! it's been like a month since i got one last, so i was very happy to get them, they made me smile :) so random thing...me and tiff were thinking of ways to get money and we have a question. Is egg donation an ok thing to do? cause we are seriously considering it. haha Klay i could get $10,000 for one time! That is big bucks. but what do you think? my mom says she doesn't think the church is ok with it, what do you think? Also, me and tiff were thinking that it would be great to have a liffy. (a lacey tiffany) a combination of us, just with the good things about us. that would be the best person ever :) haha jk On a more serious note, I had an interview this week! with biomat! it would be sweet if i got that job! then i would be able to take people's plasma instead of giving them my plasma ha i hated that. my arms still hurt from it sometimes. but yeah...i need money so that would be wonderful. if not, i guess i'll keep trying other places! that's really all that happened this week, other than going to school. how was your week my sweet boy? did you look at the stars? You said you were going to have a baptism this week, did everything work out well with that? I think you said it was Diana? were you happy this week? any migraines? i hope not. it makes me sad that you get them so badly :( maybe you should go to the doctor when you get back and see if something is wrong, cause it's not normal to get them so bad so often, or we can make some sort of medicine that makes you feel better instantly...or i can just scratch your back and give you massages until you feel better...either one :) I have only had like 2 bad migraines ever, and they were awful. so i feel bad for you. i've been getting headaches like every night so that's what made me think of that haha they aren't bad ones, just annoying. Anyway I love you Klay! have a wonderful week k? i don't know if i will be able to email back and forth tomorrow, but i will try, love you!

love lou

I love this because it really does give a new meaning to "God loved us so he sent his son" he sent his son to show us what he is like and who he is. He is a loving father in Heaven, not just God.

The Grandeur of God

http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2003/10/the-grandeur-of-god?lang=eng

Klay:

dont do it. you donated an egg? please dont do it lou. God will provide those are our babies. .

Lacey:
hahaha no. Hahaha ok i won't do it, dont worry ;)

Klay:
doesnt that give you yucky feelings inside or just me? :) thank you for consulting before hand. the church suggests strongly against it. i suggest more strongly against it ;) hehe. thank you for making me so many voice recordings!!!! i think that you are going to like these recordings! i am basically forcing you to read your scriptures and pray! HEHE!

Lacey:
Ha idk i don't think it is awful...i just lose those eggs every month anyway, so its not like i'm using them ha but i can see how it is wrong. I am excited to listen to your recordings! they make me smile reeeeaaallll big :) How dare you! haha you know my weakness. I will read and pray everyday, but...this is the last kissing rule! i refuse all others in our entire lifetime.

Klay:
i will pay you 10000 for every oen of your eggs! hehe i dont share well ;) dont hurt your cheeks smiling with the voice messages okay? they are too cute to do damage to :) how was your week ? i am glad that you got an interview for a joB! you are an awesome stabber! hehe i wont be able to donate blood when i get back cuz i will have been out of the country for too long. . . there goes that way of getting cash. . .haha.

Lacey:
haha no i dont think you'll be able to donate ha we can just breed dogs and sell the puppies...we could make so much money!!

Klay:
hehe i love your idea! we will just sell puppies! i like that idea :) how are you my lou? how is your spirit?

Lacey:
alright deal :) haha i am good i guess, i would be better with my help meet but hey what ya gonna do? ;) i just miss ya! but i am good. How are you? :)

Klay:
 am doing alright, i also feel likewise, this will be a beautiful experience being two in one wont it? i am so excited. i already feel dedicated to you! my spirit? um my heart just jumped out of my chest but i chased it down and put it back in :) lacey, i need you to be really strong in these next week, i see that if satan would look for you in a certain moment, it would be right now. he knows how strong we are together. . .i dont think he will wait. so for these nine weeks will you be really really strong and search for ways to cling to the gospel? will you do your family home evening with tiff for me to establish it on the rock so satan has no chance? :) buckle up, cuz i love you and care a lot about you ;) i will apply that to us right now too! :)

Lacey:
i will go to fhe haha tiff usually works but i will go by myself haha idk klay, i just want you. Ha tiff is cool but she's not my klay. I realize that satan is working hard...get thee hence satan ;) hehehe

Klay:
girls will never be your klay klay sorry. . .;) hehe i am prideful that you love me so much. . .i am a sinner . . . i was thinking about the importance this week of controlling thoughts. . .qhich lou i lie not i am terrible at.  i have mastered many commandments, but many thoughts attack me all day of things that most of the time i dont put there. but lou, i want to give you this gift. . .its part of my strength. . .i hope that it helps you when you are in difficult moments. do you feel my prayers reach you in your times of need or temptation? they say that everyone has their own free agency, but that doesnt meet that we cant use our agency and faith to influence others to be better. i love you lou! just be strong, dedicate yourself to schooling and i will be back to help you with finals, yes i will put cool glasses on to make me look more intelligent as your man tutor ;) but lou, let this energy of 9 weeks left urge you towards righteousness and Christ. i know that He will lift you. you are strong my lou! i will come home and fill that gap in your heart dont worry :)

Lacey:
Do you have to go now? if you do...i love you and i hope you have a great week! i will be thinking of you always :)

Klay:
yeah i have to go, i love you lou bug! you are amazing, know that you are my hero! please send those voice recordings to the people, and tell my mom and your mom that we love them! love you my help meet! thank you ! you will have a new song to fall asleep to! love you cuddle fish! have a beautiful week!!!

Lacey:
perfect :) love you!!

Klay:
love you im back!!! i forgot to send pictures!

Lacey:
haha you're back!? pictures!! :)

Klay:
these are a few of the happenings this week. daiana got baptized, the littel kid wants to be baptized this week, he helped us clean the baptismal font! second, we were seeing if the baptismal gown would fit daiana so my comp offered himself as a woman :) he is elder purser  a man got to to what a man got to do :) yes this is a giant slug! it was massive and certainly not the biggest i have seen!!! it was in miguels back yard in a service project this is a little friend, i named his powell :) we are keeping him in our pension! not. . . its against the rules :( but it made me smile to think of you and when we had a whole bunch of little lizards all over us in lake powell! love you bug!

January 19, 2015

Lacey:

Hehe you called me cuddle fish :) I love you. I missed you to the extreme this week. You know how you told me to put a rock in my shoe? Well...I didn't haha however...I thought of you every step. A rock in my shoe would hurt silly!! Haha but I promise, I think of you always. Some people would say I am obsessed. And I would have to agree. :)  I am very fond of you my dear ;) how was your week this week? Success? How is your new companion?? Do you think he will be your last companion, or will you get one more? How is the good old city of San Pedro? Is it a city? Province? Idk... I see that it is supposed to rain this whole week there! I'm jealous you know? I'm sorry for you though...I know you don't like it haha remember at the start of your mission when I would tell you all the time what the weather was there? It makes me feel closer to you...haha oh! Tomorrow is martin Luther king day! Know what that means? No class! Know what that means? I get to talk to you!! I was sad that I couldn't text you so much last week...it is difficult when I'm in class. But! This week I will be able to, so that is wonderful :) holy smokes I love you!!! Haha sometimes I get these random bursts of overwhelming love for you. Like it's like an anxiety attack... but of love not anxiety haha I made a chain countdown... :) you know those paper chains? I did that, 81 of em!! I am going to write something special for every day that I take a link of the chain off...but I need ideas of what to write, some ideas I've had are...something i want to do with you when you get back or dates that we should go on, or should I write something that I missed about you that day? Or things that I love about you? Let me know what you think :)  hey!! Awesome job getting people to the temple!!! I think that is an awesome miracle! And that is sooo sweet that you are getting a hammock!! Haha I don't really have a place to tie up the hammock in my house...or else I would ha but you need to send me a picture of it all set up! Did you get your Christmas letters yet???? I sent an SD card..I hope it gets to you! They haven't sent it back to me so I think it should get there just fine. :) hey thank you for sending me that talk about grace! That was exactly what I needed to hear. If you know of any other talks that you think would be helpful for me don't hesitate to send them! I love reading them! But that is all for this week, I made you 3 voice recordings cause I had so much to say to you! Haha and 2 singing ones, I hope they make you happy! I love you! Only 10 more p days left after this one!! Wahoo! ;)

Love lou

woah woah woah, almost forgot the quote! "He is not waiting to love you until after you have overcome your weaknesses and bad habits, He loves you today. With a full understanding of your struggles." -Dieter F. Uchtdorf. I am so thankful that His understanding of our every struggle was such an important part of the plan. His love improves us! He will never take that away.

Klay:

lou ! talk to me !

Lacey:

Heyyy! :)

Hey and i made something this week!! I'm not a pro painter but i tried haha

Klay:

oh my cuddle fish :) hehe i hope that you like that name, i was thinking about you and it popped into my head :) i wasnt thinking about cuddling with you or anything ;) hehe

hehe i think that that is the coolest painting in the whole world!!!! i love the leafs! will you paint a lot for me? hehe i love you chain idea! you should write also about extreme things that we should do! like! go cliff diving again !!! and also go fishing and have a competition who can catch a bigger fish! hehe thank you for being so excited for me! a goal that is not obsessed over is normally procrastinated hehe so thanks for being obsessed :) i also have that beautiful problem ;) i miss you turkey! i have very random but very pleasant bursts of love for you this week too hahaha i told you a little in my voice message!

Lacey:

mmhmm sure ;) haha i like it! you can call me whatever you want. however...i don't think fish are very cuddly..unless they are stuffed animals. but that is beside the point. i can still be your cuddle fish :)

I'm glad you like it, i was nervous I couldn't do it, but it's good :) I want to take a painting class! i don't really want to be a painter...but i would like to paint simple things for our house :) and I will write those things! ahhh! we're gonna have so much fun! ha I am excited to listen to the recordings!

Klay:

mmhmm!!!! you arent slimy though. . . but if your were. . .i wouldnt mind hehe

my comp says that you should look an help meet for him! 

Lacey:

haha yeah? i will find him someone... where is he from? i think you said colorado but i can't remember..

Klay:

he is from good old Zion! right there is utah! 

Lacey:

OH! haha good! what part of Utah? I'm not sure he wants an ogden girl... cache valley is where they're at.

Klay:

bow chicka!!!! look for a cache valley stallion!!!! 

Lacey:

haha alright alright :) my sister? hahahaha she is pretty cute..

Klay:

he says bueno :) hahahahaha he is a good kid i am in!

Lacey:

alright i'll let whit know haha he comes home when you do right?

Klay:

he is going to come home on transfer after me! i told him it was fate so that he would end up with her hahahaha

Lacey:

haha oh geez. he better be good! my sister is top of the line. tell him she can be a little sassy sometimes though. haha

Klay:

he says im the best theres ever been honey lets go! i punched him and said dont call her honey :)

Lacey:

hahaha i'm busting up laughing. Whit is kind of a fox. my friends last year were crushing on her...and she is 4 years younger than them. ha BUT! you are mine...so you can't think of her that way ;)

Klay:

haha we just need to protect that little fox and protect her from the pigs. . . :) lace, i want to move to idaho so no other woman is even in sight. . .i promise the only woman i be makin a move on is you! even when you are 70 :) your sister is my sister and i can not have her. . .it isnt my desire either :) there is only my lou!

Lacey:

haha i hate to break it to you..but there are some women in idaho haha but i am glad you feel that way :)

Klay:

tell them to leave :) it is planned to buy a large property and attack dogs that attack women. . . :)

Lacey:

haha i feel like we should live in cache valley... we can live in idaho for a bit, but we should build our house in cache valley! what do you think?

Klay:

i think that the goal house is destined for cache valley!!!!!! :) its our home!

Lacey:

mmmhmmm :) ha how old do you think we will be when we can build a house?

Klay:

i sent you that information in the letter of goals!!!!! hehe

Lacey:

ohh haha got it! have you gotten letters recently?

Klay:

no . . .i am going to travel to the offices in like two weeks so i will be able to send your letters and get a whole bunch i hope! but i gotta go little one! you are my hero! have a beautiful week and read daily! i love you obsessively! hehehe i funny ;)

oh . . .i didnt make recordings this week on purpose. . . . :( hehe

Lacey:

you're lying i think....

Klay:

i jus teasin :)

Lacey:

yeesh! i was a little nervous for a second...haha hey! i miss you!

Klay:
let that missing stay there in your heart, it hurts a little sometimes but its supposed to be there! :) its like those pull ups you do with your massive muskles! it hurts! but oh it hurts good! hehe

Lacey:

haha i will miss you until april 9th...:) did i tell you i got a pull up bar!? haha i haven't really used it yet... but it's gonna give me muscles one day.

Klay:

hehe the bar doesnt give you muscles silly! you give you muscles! lifting yourself up! the bar is just prideful and taking the credit for the power in you

Lacey:

haha but it helps accomplish the goal! without the bar i am nothing... hahaha

Klay:

can i be your pull up bar :(

Lacey:

haha um...yeah! i don't know how that will work but sure! i'll just hold on to your muscles and pull myself up ;) haha

Klay:

i will grow my beard out and tie it to a branch ? haha the most craziest pull ups ever!

Lacey:

haha that would be a long beard! we will figure something out ;)

Klay:

i will be like zz top!

Lacey:

haha uncle si! hahaha do you want to grow a beard? i think i wrote about this in your 12 page letter haha

Klay:

not a big old uncle si beard but i like facial hair. ..i figure that i should have one until i am called as bishop!

Lacey:

ha do you think you will have facial hair when you get home? cause you can grow it pretty fast... i feel like after 2 days of traveling you will have some scruff.

Klay:

i do have scruff extremely fast now.. . .

Lacey:

well i like scruff, are you going to shave before you see me? or leave it?

Klay:

i am what you want me to be what do you say? Scruff or no scruff? :)

Lacey:

haha i think you shouldn't shave...but do as you wish :)

Klay:

consider it not done :)

Lacey:

alright, i love you! have a wonderful week!

January 12, 2015

Lacey:
Alright...don't panic or freak out. Haha take a deep breath. This is the one my heart most desires...hehehe Oh! i found the poem!! i loved it!!

Klay:
hehe you make me smile! talk to me little one!!!! haha how much does it cost? i will get it for you but just know that rice will be on the menu for breakfast lunch and dinner :) hahaha you are silly lou! did you even remember it :( ;)  how are you this week? i truly think that full consecration to the lord cannot be achieved with out a help meet. personally. hehe lacey the fact that you have sins does not mean that you dont have a testimony nor that you are not converted. it is a process. you are very far ahead of many. know that God wants you to see how the devil lets you fall so that we always come back to Him. remember that Christ partook of the bitter cup. all the sins of this world, but remember the most important part, He partook of the bitter cup but He never went bitter. You must needs be strong and repent really really well and really really fast :) but lacey, dont get down on yourself. i feel that you need to just stand in holy places and if the wicked places come along then leave. . .your conversion isnt complete and neither is mine. but i plan on helping you end it perfectly beside the fact of our many imperfections. i know that you are strong. just do the best that you can okay? read your scriptures daily! please :) pray often. and go to the temple a whole lot! know this.   Heavenly Father can not stand the least degree of sin, and yes we are exempt from His blessings with sins, but as we live this gospel, though we have sins, we learn to not be able to stand them either. let go of the bridge sins. the music, movies, friends if necessary, other bridge sins that lead you to other sins. hehe are you busy? 

Lacey:
i have no idea haha i'll check around ;) haha i read so many letters so i didn't remember! ha but after i read it again i remember :) i'm in class...bleh I'll be out in 10 minutes!

Klay:
hehe i think that anything is worth it to have ya. just know that this will postpone our plans by twelve years ;) hhaahaha oh :) study hard little one. know that i am there with you, and that i am proud of you for what you strive to be. i see your fight even if no one else does. and i am glad that you are in class. thank you for trying so hard for our family. for planning and learning now so that we are more fit for out life later. i forgive you of your sins. lift up your heart. one of the most important people that has to forgive you to gain exaltation is your spouse, and you have all of my forgiveness you need if it is that in your heart there is a desire to overcome. and i know that that is the case. keep on fighting, keep on swimming. pray in your heart frequently during the day and especially before temptation. i love you my little cuddle fish!

Lacey:
Oh shush! it will not! ;) haha Hey i'm out of class! You still there?

Klay:
Hey! don't you tell me to shush! :) i am grateful that you are happy. keep being happy and know that i confide in you. though everyone else fails in confidence towards you, know that i have no doubt that the lord will help you fight through every last sin and overcome the world. i hope to be the tool in his hands to do the majority of that work. it will be much easier when we two are one. its hard to walk with one leg ;) but don't you worry. just do your best. avoid sin and be the best you can. i will help you meet up. i will rule over you and protect you, ill strengthen you with God. just be the best that you can. i love you my little one! love you too bugga :) listen to my recordings and think about me! sing me all the disney songs! and send me the lyrics to Hero of the Day by Metallica and i will sing it for you! love you my help meet! enjoy your hour of voice recordings!

Lacey:
I love you!!! :) its raining so its hard to text haha

Klay:
the seventh day is monday i think but i will be getting home wednesday? i am not sure the exact date. i wrote the disney poem recently, its probable that it hasn't gotten there yet. . . you should write your Freudian slips and send them to me they make me happy :) His Grace is Sufficient by Brad Wilcox. you can look this talk up and listen to it, it's better with his voice, this is the way to a full and honest repentance and conversion. love you lou bugs! you are my hero! don't stress. Confide in Christ. work with Him, never around Him nor against Him, just with Him :) hey there, i have to go. . .but you truly are my miracle. don't ever stop dusting of the shoulders. you are eternally loved by me :) give my mom a shout out and tell her we love her! tell koko and wanda that i love them a whole lot and kohlman!

Lacey:

Ok i will, love you my help meet, have a good week! :)

January 5, 2015

Lacey:
https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1997/04/they-will-come?lang=eng
Klay!!! i missed you this week :) how was your week?? get any letters? i'm sending them i promise... haha how do you get the mail? like can you only go get it every so often? 
so me and tiff read those scriptures...you owe us betos :) haha we read them right before Christmas! i told you most everything that happened this week in your voice recording... are you still able to listen to them? this is my last week of the break from school...i have been enjoying it! haha i don't wanna go back. But learning is good i guess ;) i just don't know how many new pathways my mind can handle!! ha when you get home you can help me study for finals! fun huh? ;) haha i will finally get my hott tutor back. Thank you for your forgiveness klay. I have talked to my bishop and everything is repented of. I feel so blessed to have a savior and a best friend/boyfriend/husband ;) that are both so willing and eager to forgive and help me. I couldn't do it without you both. I mean it when I say you've got me hooked...i would be crazy to let you go. Thank you for treating me like the most precious thing you have. I promise i'm here to stay with you. Quote! "Until we have seen someone's darkness we don't really know who they are. Until we have forgiven someone's darkness we don't really know what love is." -M. Williamson. Thank you for loving me klay, i love you too. Have the most wonderful week! :)
p.s. i still think argentina is so lucky to have you. I would wait my whole lifetime if it meant having you forever.
love lacey.
You always send pictures of your food haha so i thought you should see my lunch...quesadilla!!

Lacey:

Dear klay, it is officially 2015 and i can finally say...i marry my best friend in the whole entire world THIS YEAR!!!! Ahhh! holy smokes. So excited :) i love you klayton kelsey...i'm ready to steal your last name ;)

Klay:

YAAAA!!!!! our favorite meal together!!!!! that mac and cheese looks incredibly full of calories :) delicious :) 

is it stealing if its given in wrapping paper? hehe

Lacey:

Haha :) guess not, i'll just gladly accept that gift :)

This is so we can have our rootbeers haha

P.s. shizhead is a card game and it's not bad like it sounds haha

Klay:

hhahahah you guys are turds :) tell graham to back off my wife ;) tell him also to be your body guard :) you guys are silly !

Lacey:

haha me and graham don't flirt! silly goose.

Klay:

oh graham. he is a true friend you know? i love that kid :) 

Lacey:

o.k. bring that puppy home right now. haha

Klay:

hehe i will get you a similar puppy when we get home haha i said we, remember when you said Freudian slip haha and you said that you were going to show me your neighbors tomorrow? hehehe i just did it in that message :) don't worry i will get you all the puppies that your heart needs :)

Lacey:

haha i'm only home when you're here...that was cheesy...but true ;) I have Freudian slips all the time about you! haha Wearing the jersey!! :) excuse the no make up. Ha

Klay:

hehehe i hope that you liked your chrismas gift, um don't judge me for the journal. i was but a boy :) hehe

Lacey:
I loved it klay :)



Klay:
did you read the whole thing? 



Lacey:
yep! in 2 days! hahaha that's what i did on new years eve. I'm crocheting a blanket!! haha it's not done and it isn't as big as i intended it to be...more like for a small child haha but i will make us a bigger one :)

Klay:

hehe my wife is such a stud! : )talk to me!

Lacey:

I love you!! i was worried you weren't going to email again! haha

Klay:

of course i am going to email! hehe um, can you sing me a song real fast? cuz they help me go to sleep :) hehe

Lacey:

um...there are other people in the house and i'm self conscious. ha listen to the ones i already sent ya! i will send you one next week...deal? :)

Klay:

two? hehe alright i can understand, but you has to fight your self conscious with me and sing anyways when we are alone! deal? but i am grateful for your recordings, i think you should just sing me one song a day and then send them all to me so that i can just sleep peacefully hehe :) seriously, i go out like a rock! its super fast with that little angel voice in my ear! how did you like elder lippold? hehe did he tell you anything about me? oh and i am going to the offices tonight and we are heading out at 11 oclock so i hope that your letters are going to be there or i am going to have a mega flip out with a batch of kittens all over the place! hehe. i am so excited!!!! it is going to make my year 2015 hehehe!!!! hehe i wrote you goals that i want to achieve with you!!!! 

Lacey:

alright two :) When you are here, i will sing all the time haha just not for other people. :) he was nice! haha he was kind of quiet, he shook my hand...what a missionary. ha you can't shake my hand when you get home! i refuse! haha we talked about how you want to be a maxillofacial surgeon. um...idk we didn't talk long cause i think they were trying to go somewhere to eat. he said that it's been different being home, and he told me to not distract you too much haha his family asked me stuff like what i was majoring in and how old i am and stuff like that. hey i forgot to ask you this question! do you know exactly when you get home? day? Hour? minute? second? haha oh goodness!! i hope they are there! i've been sending a lot lately...so hopefully at least some of them are there! especially the christmas ones! ha one was supposed to be for christmas eve and the other for christmas...but they are both over so just open them at the same time haha i am sad they didn't get there in time! it's all my fault....

Klay:

hehe i can see your puppy dog face right now :) i love it! you are forgiven of cuteness hehe did you write plans and goals?

Lacey:

i can't remember... haha i have wrote so much... i think i did! ha i think i sent it on tuesday

Klay:

hehe alright, i am sending mine tomorrow! it is all of the goals in the entire world! and we are going to do it all!!!!!! we are going to help a ton of hobos!!!! hehe i hope that you like them! is there anything that you would like me to sing to you? or a specific poem? haha if you do and you send me the lyrics, i will sing it for you if i remember the tune, please don't send too complicated things or i will die :)

Lacey:

hey! those voice recordings didn't work! 318 and 319...they downloaded but i think something is wrong with your recorder cause i can't hear anything...it's just static.  but i am excited to get this letter! :) i really can't remember what i wrote... haha maybe i will write another one just in case. hmmm... i will think of a song for you to sing! what do you want me to sing? and you can always write more poems...i love em.

Klay:

i am so sorry lou, i made the recording on the but for you to have but i think that a window was open on the bus or something. . . i wont do it again. i basically just talked about goals for us that i want to achieve with you! and also that we went back to the cruz family. thats the same family of maria san jorge in perico and the little kid in the picture, we are traveling back to baptize him this saturday. . . so try to listen to the words but i wont make them in the bus again. . . i want you to sing the elevator song that you sang me in high school and also disney songs? all of dem :) hehe did you ever get my disney poem? hehe 

Lacey:

it's ok, no worries :) I will sing that one haha and what disney songs? there's a lot of them. haha frozen??? let it go! haha i hate that song actually. um...i don't remember a disney poem. i think i'm losing my memory. haha how long ago did you write it? i will go look for it!

Klay:

hahaha he is a stud! hehe you don't want a very loving hand shake ? hahahaha lacey i doubt your feet will be touching the ground for the first hour :) hehe i hope that you can prepare as much as you can for us. don't let the barriers get in the way. just be the person you need to be and do everything that you can to prepare us the way. i will work hard until the end and i will come and support you with all my strength. but for now, just practice on being married :) hehe just be mine oh mine! okay? i have to go in two minutes! :(

Lacey:

okay, i will prepare :) BIRD! haha love you klay, have a muy fantastic week okay?

Klay:

i love you my lou. thank you for all of your support. i am very happy to be able to have you as my support! my beautiful rib!!! hehe i love you! have a beautiful week and if you find something for the cottage, you can take money out of our account, try to look for killer deals haha. i love you like crazy!!! i will make you three voice messages to make up for the flop this week okay? and a song! hehehe BIRD!!!!!! hehe love you my sweets! as my mom always told me! luyagutsmylou!