hey klay, how are ya doing? i hope your week was wonderful! p-days come so fast don't ya think! really mondays fly by...but yet you are still not here. ha so um... i just had a break down on my way back to ogden. I was doing your voice recording and i just cried. i tried to hold myself together, but it was rough. so sorry i am a mess in the recording, i just miss you. This week was hard. I have TWO candles burning right now, if that tells you anything. I don't know how I am going to make it through this semester...school is just the last thing on my mind. And not thinking about you would probably help, but you come home in 2 months, how in the world am I not supposed to think of you? It's not going to happen, so if you pray for anything for me, pray for me in school, I need all the help I can get. I told you most of the stuff in the recording but some stuff i forgot to say...I went to the temple this week! you know how i said i was going to go twice a month? well mission accomplished for january. It was good to go, but I want to have my own family names! I think it would make doing baptisms a lot more meaningful. I wish i knew how to do it. I am taking a family history institute class! me and tiff were going to take a pearl of great price one together, but she never goes so i just decided to go to one myself. haha and i really want to understand the family history thing, so it will be good! you can come with me when you are home and you can learn too! and i went to HE! they call it home evening..cause we're not a family..but yeah. it was interesting. ha my ward is good for classes but not so good with activities. I don't really like going, cause everyone is hostile and doesn't want to make new friends. haha but i go sometimes. But when you are back can we do family home evenings with just you and me? I feel like we could learn more and do funner things than if we go to HE. haha just a suggestion. Quote! "The most important thing is to keep trying" -Deiter F. Uchtdorf. Geez what a brilliant man ;) haha I just really love this quote, especially right now. I just want to give up on everything, except for waiting for you, and just lay in my bed and wait for you to get home. but, I need to keep trying. And you need to keep trying! Please please push through the next two months. I think you are doing pretty great. I know you are tired and it is getting close to the end, but don't be done until it's done. I love you klay! these two months are going to kill me. but you can save me with a kiss when you get back...like sleeping beauty :) haha have a great week!
I didn't do a singing one this week, sorry :(
Klay:
i will get you that ring if you are happy happy happy for these nine weeks ;) i convinced you? :)
i will listen to your last singing ones! hehe i heard you got a dress! is it beauful!!!! get us that free honey moon baby girl!°!!!!!! haha but if we dont get it its okay, but you tend to be luckier with things like that :) i love you! talk to me! nine weeks!!!!!
Our new nieces :) they are cute little girls and yes they know how to smile but not when something isnt funny hahahahaha
hey i dont know what happened with the song. . . its not here. . . i will sing it next week! be happy my girl! im so proud of you! if satan tells you that you dont deserve me during these weeks, tell him to go to hell where he came from :) lou what helps me in my times of need, take a really fast breath in and push it out of your chest really fast. it helps me sometimes :) thank you for your hard work in school. please smile :) this isnt a time to be sad my love, but i know its tough on the heart. if you need to you can call my mom up and just have a conversation with her, i promise she will make you smile and feel better :) hehe she is hilarious :) she can tell you embarrassing stories about me to make the time pass by quicker ;) hehe but dont stop working. lehi taught that the universe is made out of two things. things that act, and things that are acted upon. 2 nephi 26. we are children of God. we are not to be acted upon but to act :) study this scripture and tell me what you think okay? :) i love you little cuddle fish, just keep swimming . i promise i will do all in my power to make you happy, but keep flapping those fins! :) you are my hero! my lou chadorcita! you are my cheerleader! i am yours! ;) thank you for all that you do! Smile my love! know that you have me eternally. loveyoulougirl! this is a viper that i caught in the street!!!!! its called a blind viper cuz it doesnt have eyes! haha. oh and um. . . i dont know if i sent old recordings, so filter them :) i love you cute girl!!!!! fight for us!!!!! it will all pay off in the future :) just touch your tummy :) look for these videos in mormonchannel "the will of God" "Earthly Father, Heavenly Father." love you bug :) listen to the talk "Forget me not" from our favorite apostle elder uchtdorf. :) be happy now okay? hehe i will put no more kissing rules! besides the one in the recording hahahahaha just teasing, i promise you i will kiss you as you desire :) i wont tease you too much! read and pray okay? then we will have good habits for our babies! lou lou lou! i love you! just be happy! i think that the thing that we need to do it to look from a different prospective, cup half full or half empty kind of thing, as we do so, every week the energy excitement, the performance of school and the mission will go increasing :) you know what i mean? i will prayer faithfully for you in school if you pray faithfully for me in the mission and pray that we can have a mighty change of perspective and be able to preform even better because every week God is putting us seven days closer :) i love you. we are together little cuddle fish :) dont worry, i will be back in no time, when you are in class or studying and it starts to get difficult to pay attention or to continue, put your hand on your belly :) as you do so, remember that we are doing this for them :) think very positively my bug, and have no fear. do yoga! i am very into the idea of family home evenings with just the two of us. we will plan them sundays and do them mondays :) i promise the messages and the activities will be mighty fun :) i have learned a lot about the family home evenings. i want to read first with you genesis 3 and 2 nefi 2 and moses. there is a ton of adam and eve that i want to learn with you before your endowments and i will teach it all to you. also for our family. keep going to institute. also, know that the wonderful fruit of temporance comes from the spirit, the ability to control oneself. i, as you know am trying to reach such abilties to control my mind and also to control my attitude despite the situations or surroundings. lou, try really hard and twist the perspective just a titch. as you do so, recognize the reasons of rejoice. work hard in your classes and remember, as you dedicate yourself to your classes, you dedicate yourself to our family, also! you are avoiding the world and its difficulties. just keep trying okay? go to class, study, and also something i learned in college, have five minutes of deep belly laughter every day, that gets rid of free radicals supposedly and lowers stress! :) i love you little one!
Lacey:
i was taking a test :( are you still there?
Klay:
hehe :) mmhmm!!!!!!
write me love!
let me lift your spirits and let you know how proud i am of you! i love you my help meet!! i will be praying every night at 11. please do the math and pray at the same moment with me, i will pray for the first five minutes starting saying heavenly father, then i will listen for five minutes and you will close it in the name of jesus christ amen. i love you. will you do this with me? this way will strengthen you! :) love you little one!
Lacey:
i am in lab but i love you!!! i will pray at 7 my time :)
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